Saturday, January 7, 2023

I have returned

 Dear Mom, 

I’ve been putting this off for a few years now…writing to you. I say I’m fine but you know me better than that. Dark thoughts toss around in my head. I am troubled by this. Things I want to tell you. Things I wish I got to experience with you. Just together. This 2023 I’m going to write to you. As much as I can. Just to say hello. Just to give u a brain dump. But to share as much as I can. To get it out of my head. 

I’m crying as I write this post. It’s been too long  

But I have returned, mom. I love you  I miss you  

“It’s tradegty & it will only bring you down.  Now I dont know what to be without you around. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand.” 

Love, 

Jessie